Sunday, April 27, 2008
Monday, April 7, 2008
Today was weird.
School was weird.
I felt weird.
My car was acting weird.
Work was weird.
Jen A was back at work, and she quit, so that was weird.
I had no customers all night. No customers means no tips.
I only made two dollars.
A guy from Verizon came in and then left before saying a word to me, and totally bought cookies upstairs. He even came back the long way, and walked upstairs, and back down the only way he wouldn't have to walk past the bean.
Then walked by later and said "I'm really bummed you don't have any cookies! Oh man, I had to buy expensive ones."
Even he felt like he was cheating on me, buying cookies from Great American Cookie (even though those are so much better.) I mean come on, V-guy, you haven't talked to me in three weeks, it's a little depressing.
Fred and ANDEE (SEE THAT ANDEE? ANDEEEE??? WHAT THE FU--- nevermind.)
Came in RIGHT BEFORE nine, which was annoying. He is so so so stupid sometimes, it kills me. So I texted him that I hoped he was going to be okay, and that he has to realize that she's going to hurt his feelings. So he called me tonight when I got home to tell me how much he appreciated that I care enough about him to look out for him, but they are really good friends now.
Which is nice, that he appreiates me. But I really don't want to have basketcase Fred on my hands. Oh well.
I think I'm going to Kansas City next semester.
I think I'm going to see Okkervil River and Black Rebel Motorcycle club this month. (Not together, but the Turnbull ACs are playing with Okkervil, which is neat.) (Who knew that there were NOT crappy bands that came to madhatter, who knew?)
I felt weird.
My car was acting weird.
Work was weird.
Jen A was back at work, and she quit, so that was weird.
I had no customers all night. No customers means no tips.
I only made two dollars.
A guy from Verizon came in and then left before saying a word to me, and totally bought cookies upstairs. He even came back the long way, and walked upstairs, and back down the only way he wouldn't have to walk past the bean.
Then walked by later and said "I'm really bummed you don't have any cookies! Oh man, I had to buy expensive ones."
Even he felt like he was cheating on me, buying cookies from Great American Cookie (even though those are so much better.) I mean come on, V-guy, you haven't talked to me in three weeks, it's a little depressing.
Fred and ANDEE (SEE THAT ANDEE? ANDEEEE??? WHAT THE FU--- nevermind.)
Came in RIGHT BEFORE nine, which was annoying. He is so so so stupid sometimes, it kills me. So I texted him that I hoped he was going to be okay, and that he has to realize that she's going to hurt his feelings. So he called me tonight when I got home to tell me how much he appreciated that I care enough about him to look out for him, but they are really good friends now.
Which is nice, that he appreiates me. But I really don't want to have basketcase Fred on my hands. Oh well.
I think I'm going to Kansas City next semester.
I think I'm going to see Okkervil River and Black Rebel Motorcycle club this month. (Not together, but the Turnbull ACs are playing with Okkervil, which is neat.) (Who knew that there were NOT crappy bands that came to madhatter, who knew?)
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
I don't know how.
What kind of confusion cannot I withstand? This kind, the kind that I'm feeling at this moment; this kind that is screaming at me that I have no idea what I'm going to do with my life. The kind that has been wondering if I've totally messed up or if things are okay. I have no clue, and it's terrifying.
I cannot withstand.
I cannot withstand.
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