Aw.

Nice things in the past few days, a few things that have cut through the other stuff:

-Getting to work on Satuday with Alex and Kaytee.
-my new New York purse (fancy and coach. Well. Not really, but it looks like a coach.)
-taste of Cincinnati with Sara.
-Belian Waffles
-the curly haired boy selling the belgian waffles
-milk shakes, even if it made me want to die that night.
-talking to Jane on the phone.
-my new Rosie Thomas CD, is so so good.
-Working a long shift, with fun people. (Jen, Jenni, and Courtney--people I didn't used to like...sadly.)
-Funny stories that make you cringe and laugh really hard.
-Jimmy saving the day and putting up the sign.
-compliments on the fancy new list of hot teas that I made, it's pretty.
-Hugs from Earl, despite the creepy.
-Listening to good music, and drinking sinful sundae all night.
-Talking about my cough"future husband at verizon" and getting interrupted by some customers I had to help, speak of the devil.
-Aw, I want him to be ugly, so I can stop looking at him, but he isn't. Hahahaha. He has a really nice voice.
---(I need to find a guy LIKE him, but not him.)
-Then I got sick, and that's no fun.

But, Sunday and Monday were nice days.

I'm making a mix, so far, this is it:
1.Hoarding it for home-Mates of State
2.Engine Heart-Mirah
3.Wedding Day-Marla Hansen
4.Much Farther now to go-Rosie Thomas
5.Wild is the Wind-Cat Power
6.A Stone-Okkervil River
7.Emile's vietnam in the sky-Elvis Perkins
8.O, ohio-The National Lights

I'm thinking I want four more songs.
Who should I give it to? (no one, this is a mix for a pretty boy and I don't know any of those.)
So, I'll listen to it, in my car, and pretend like I have someone to give it to.

I have to go to a library "PAGE TEAM MEETING!!!"
Ew, note to self:don't sit beside Paris this time. Maybe I won't be the example for everything bad anymore.