Ailments.

Lately my paranoia has been focused on the possibility of having extreme physical ailments; like caner, or something equally awful, another kind of cancerous tumor of some sort. But wouldn't I know? Wouldn't I be sick? Probably. But I have this awful feeling sometimes that I probably am sick, but I just live with it, because I assume this is normal.
But, really I am just crazy.
And, today, when I was getting blood drawn for my bloodwork, I nearly passed out and blacked out almost entirely. It was the weirdest feeling ever. I can't really explain it, but the closest I have ever felt to it was the way that I felt at band camp (let the jokes ensue) with sun poisoning. But, that was more of a delirious state, not a sudden blood pressure drop.

There's a good possiblity, I've been told, that I will be hired on officially at Macy's. Which is news that I don't know how I feel about. Naturally, I don't have to accept, but if I am asked I probably will. And that's all for that thought.
I was at the beanery tonight after work (that sounds weird, because generally the beanery IS work, but no, I was working at Macy's, at my second job...the thing that makes me "the good woman, that I would marry, Sarah!" as Erez told me, who is Sarah, because without Ron he forgot my name. He's just too cute to correct, but I digress.) I was at the beanery, and the mall was closing and Lauren Kors was there, and she was inquiring as to who the super cute guy at Verizon was. And I was like, Oh that Michael, he just got married. And then he waved at me a bunch. Sheesh Michael, apparently you just got married.