"Caution, door may open at any time."

that's the sign I just noticed that is on a door that I've been leaning against for the past forty-five minutes.
oh, shoot! that would be awkward. and probably hurt. (where does the door lead? behind the map on the wall? what is back there? there can't be much room back there...)

my headaches are getting worse everyday. as in: I have one at least twice a day that bothers me enough that I have to walk out of the prayer room or wherever I am and try to get quiet.
also, I lost my wallet yesterday, so I have no money and well, no wallet (which is worrisome).
I really need to find it. and I need to get a diet coke. and I need some excedrin migraine.

I just sat in the healing chairs for a long time, it was nice. though, it kind of startled me every time someone would come up and pray for me. because I would be really relaxed and think that they were like, trying to wake me up or something, because I would be in that really jumpy almost sleeping stage.
my head feels better though.
my stomach is still feeling a little rough (I haven't mentioned the stomach, but it's pretty much just normal stuff, only slightly worse than normal days).
but my head is feeling a lot better.
the healing chairs are nice, I've never sat there before. they are comfy, they have arms and like space to kind of just chill out.

sarah edwards is playing this set, it's nice. I love sarah edwards. and it's with clay's team. I like clay's team, with micah & ashley prior, I like their voices. and joseph is singing on this team tonight, joseph is one of my favorites. I mean, he's pretty much my favorite ohio-native-chinese-future-doctor ever.
and probably my favorite joseph, but he got lucky there, I don't know too many josephs.

davy's dancing again during this set, it's beautiful.

I just saw on facebook (shhh,) that nathan prior is moving back from colorado.
it's funny, I don't know nathan prior, but I miss his presence. I think because before I lived at ihop, and I had only visited a few times I remembered like one or two faces. misty edwards.... and nathan prior. I have no IDEA why I remembered nathan, but I did. maybe I have boys-in-glasses-radar. dunno.
but without him around all the time, it's been weird.

I wish I could put lines in entries here the way you could on xanga. I kind of miss xanga. I miss talking to sophie all the time. I know there's facebook (or telephones...) but, you know. the age of xanga was fun.
I was in high school then.....hm. it seems super long ago, but it really wasn't. not really.
but then again, it was, like really really. most of my friends from high school are either graduating college these past few weeks or they're like incoming seniors (!!!) in college. janey-waney graduates tomorrow.
life is weird, guys. it's just weird.

micah just sounded so good singing, I really, honestly, honestly, honestly didn't know it was him.
go micah. we're gonna be friends one of these days... once you realize how fun we are, and how much I love hipster mullets...well, there is no reason not to be my friend. and sarah's.
ya know. you'll be at dope pedal headquarters with us allllll the time.

I hate when your feet fall asleep. and even more when MINE fall asleep.
I went to the Nelson today, I haven't been in forever. and I was like really excited to see the pieces I like, and I told sarah that I kandinsky is my favorite.
and I don't know why she thought it was okay to say at all, but she was like "Oh? I hate Kandinsky. If he was alive I'd punch him in the face." but, like it wasn't funny, but it wasn't really mean, or necessary. I was just like:
um. k. that's very mature and cool of you to say?
she didn't like anything cool. so there you go.
I was happy to see it.

I miss hanging out. I miss going to Jane's too late at night and her cat hatin' on me. And going to broadway.
and having a car.
but mostly hanging out. and seeing people. and kansas city.
I love kc. I never get to see it anymore.

I have an hour's worth of tim reihmerr & jonas's set from this morning recorded, hopefully I'll get another forty or so minutes.
I hope some of it sounds good. Because I'm gonna track it up when I get homeeeee.

happy saturday.




(I wonder if renae knows.)