something kind of funny I found today.

Here are somethings that I wrote in october in my smaller journal (the one that I just wrote random things in. aka-my moleskine) generally in the middle of class or sermon notes. generally sermon notes, considering that these particular things I've found written in margins and so on are well... you'll see...

they're pretty funny (well, to me, they might not be funny  to anyone else.)

this is just the kind of absolute creep I apparently am.

"10-09-09 blah...friday. EGS. End TImes (allthetimeswetalkaboutthisihop)
MATT 24
THE NORTHFACE
ABOMINATION OF DESOLATION
misty is very skinny...and it is very cold.......... Oh beardy boy who is sitting in front of me...you. you are friends with {insertnamehere} aren't you? I saw you at higher grounds with him the other night when I was there with renae...you. are. very adorable.
I'll go on a date with you if you want.
We can watch a dumb boy funny movie, if you're into that sort of thing (becauseiam)
Or a cowboy movie, or a war movie..I'll even just come over to your probably dirty house [true. it's dirty.] and we can watch like WWII documentaries, I feel like you might be into stuff like that (hopefully cowboys).
or, you know, we could go on a hike, those are some 2 LEGIT 2 QUIT new balances you have on there. do you like colorado? or mountains? I mean, not only do you have that beard, but also that nice northface zip up (I want one) to keep you very warm (hey, your friend has one too... but he does not have a beard like you, but kind of does have a lazy eye.)
I just feel like you like climbing things.
you can teach me how to rock climb. and we can watch tombstone. come on...it will be fun...."
all the note I took that night.

and then, here's another little note to the beardy guy...

"10-23-09 EGS friday.....*incoherent scribbles* 10/40 window *more scribbles* three critical factors of the "signs of the times"....matthew twenty four, no one will no the time or the hour....*squiggles and such*.... (oh beardy boy that is sitting in front of me again... you have very pretty eyes, and you keep glancing over your shoulder, and I just keep looking at them...they're really light colored, especially next to the rest of your face...which is kind of covered in hair. What color are they? grey? blue? hazel? I dunno...also. beard. there aren't good enough words to express...that. I am not a beard fanatic, quite like a lot of girls are anymore, but my goodness. few people have achieved that level of beard success quite like you have...so well done, sir. well. done." (and then there's a playlist that has a lot of the avett brothers on it, and those are all the notes I took that night)


(I DON'T KNOW WHY THIS BLOG LOOKS LIKE THIS. WITH TINY FONTS AND STUFF.)