I've meant to update the past few days, but I couldn't because of the fact that the dumb dumbs around here let their wifi be unable to connect to for four days. FOUR DAYS. And from what I could tell all that needed to be done was probably that I need to reset their router. But I mean, I don't know what I'm talking about. But still.
Things have been okay.
I still haven't finished my testimony completely; I've been putting off finishing it because I don't want to actually type it. Also that I don't know if I should include the dream I had about the awakening or not. I don't think it's that's relevant. I mean, it is. But it's a long story. The stupid thing is like five pages as it is. It's supposed to only be like two.
I guess old habits die hard. You know like ones where I don't know how to write anything even remotely short.
Um, my sleeping schedule is super weird. I've been getting up too early for how long I've actually been sleeping, or sleeping for like 15 hours at a time. I really cannot stress how badly I want to be on days again. Like I cannot. This night thing, if I wasn't doing what I am doing, would probably render my emotions & well, mental stability, completely wrecked. Like I'm halfway there, but I've got a little bit of the joy of the Lord keeping me on track. But only barely. I just can't wait to be out in the sun during the day, and up in the morning, and all that. Drinking coffee because I love the taste of coffee again, and not because I am afraid of falling asleep around three am because I am fighting my natural need for a serotonin boost at noon and can't sleep.
Anyhow.
that's about all I've got to say.
I think I'll put all the entries I posted in that other blog here, and just backdate accordingly. I'm all about consolidation.
\cheers.
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